Away from life in: My Father's House
Feeling:  confused
Enjoying: "Kyrie" from Mass of the Children
Once again, it's rapidly slipping from my brain. This one, Mac (who looked and sounded like a junior in high school- but he was sure hot!) somehow magically appeared up here, and I was flipping out. Then, he somehow left. Then, I called him, and his voice was still really mature. He told me he could come back, but if he wasn't careful it would be very painful and he might end up somewhere other than where I was. So, I told him my family was going to Starbucks ("and/or Barnes and Noble. Hang on a sec- Anna, don't give me that look! I can't talk today! Besides, there's a Starbucks in Barnes and Noble, isn't there?" Wow, I remembered the jist of what I was saying in my dream!) and that he could show up anywhere in the place. Scene change, now I'm in "Starbucks" (it's really Barnes and Noble... I think). For some reason, the school librarian comes out and starts describing someone who has just shown up and is looking for somebody. I turned around, and there was Mac! I ran up and hugged him. Well, it was more like we were hugging each other, tightly, and we were both laughing for joy, it was as if I hadn't seen him earlier that day. But then I looked over, and Adam was there (deities knokw why) and he seemed angry for some reason. My brain registered jealousy. Well, after that things are a little fuzzy. I remember wanting to introduce Adam to Mac, but Mac was over with a bunch of girls (including my friend Vicky). So I asked Vicky if I could borrow her "cute guy" for a moment, and Mac came over, but when I turned around... my dream ends. Crap. Well, there wasn't any kissing then (usually in a Mac dream I can actually feel it while I'm kissing him). I'm debating with myself whether or not that's a good thing, cuz I think... I'm starting to see Mac as more of a brother than a boyfriend. It's weird, but I think I actually have romantic feelings more for Adam than Mac. Which, you see, puts me into a dilemma, cuz I kinda unofficially/officially swore to myself that my first mouth-to-mouth kiss would be with Mac! I wonder what this dream means? |